A Whole New World

I didn't think I'll do this unless I'm er... a bit older, probably when I can live independently. I planned to do this when I got my body buffed up like Spiderman, when I got Lasik so that I don't have to wear glasses like Cyclop, when I had undergone operation on my vampire teeth (I'm not wearing braces because that would require painful extraction of my two teeth on the side). Oh what the heck, I didn't think I'll be able to pull this off unless I'm emotionally and physically ready.

But somehow, there were two signs telling me to do it. First in one tv show called Hot Properties (featuring 4 beautiful women which oddly I enjoyed watching) then in a newspaper article I happened to come across. Add that with an eccentric dream that the One is looking for me too digitally and I started to entertain the thought of venturing into a whole new world. A notorious world said to be full of deceive and promiscuities, no thanks to the abundance of perverts and sex seekers prowling the world wide web. I shall enter the world of Online Dating.



Before I created the account at a gay dating site, I asked for Kyle's opinion, who told me that he was so frustrated with the jerks he came across in the Internet that he changed his profile into a petite drag queen. Oh well, what he said gave me the flash forward that I too will be frustrated and change my profile into a drag queen. (Harvey- The Drag Queen, Anyone?) But for now, I just wanna give this a try.

After my account was newly created, I got some visitors. Oh, and there's an email saying "Hello." from a caucasian who's coming to Malaysia at the end of the year. "When you're in axcest long enough, you know that a hello means an invitation for sex," Kyle explained matter-of-factly through the MSN messenger."And those visitors are probably checking out the fresh meat." I decided not to reply to the two "Hello" emails I received, and just wait and see. "You can just see the world for yourself, and blog about it." Kyle gave another piece of advice, which I followed. :P

I browsed through the profiles, and the more pictures I look at, the more inferiour I felt. There are quite a lot of cute gay guys, although some pictures (naked ones especially) looked like they were ripped off from porns. No wonder the media stereotyped gays as good-looking hunks, saying that all decent males are either married, or gay. I felt more and more ugly, and I didn't dare to put a clear picture of mine.

Then I checked out the web chat at 2 am in the morning. Yes, I've been sleeping late during these few holidays because my internet will only be suitable for casual surfing in the middle of the night; at the day it sucks (pages cannot load most of the time). There were several interesting people there, all nice and friendly. No crazy people having dirty online sex orgies or sth. And I got to know someone who lived near my home, and that someone happens to know a blogger friend personally and from there I managed to find other blogger friends to add them as buddies. What a small world. But then things went a bit faster than I thought as that someone (I'll call him G) proposed that we go yam cha (drink tea) the next day. I didn't object to the idea, G does live nearby and it's convenient for us to go have a drink, although I barely knew him. But the plan got cancelled in the end as he said he couldn't finish his assignment.

And here I am typing this post to avoid doing my lab report which is due this Thursday. I am so good at procrastinating when at home. :P

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Guess what I smelled last week!!!

• The deluge of smoke from preparing water pipe
• The smell of menstruation from a girl I sat pretty close to
• My borther's cum on a big rounded scrunched up tissues